MY LOVE'S STORY

When i was 3 grade there is a new student make me fall in love she  beautiful and charming maybe only her can make feel alive because every day i tried to get her until i said that word but she answer "were just friend" you know what that was like lyrics of song "my  first love broke my heart  from the first time" but i not give up i still try to get her no matter what happen until i figure out reason why she not accept me because has suffered disease . until disease take her life. Then I'm not try to forget her and make her my reflection that was like lyrics of song" girl you my reflection all i see is you my reflection in everything i do " then i try find another girl. Almost 40 ex girlfriend but there nothing can make me feel alive . thank for your  attention